He admits he's own life is an example how great and free Israel is. This is driving him nuts. Like this telling quote: "I wonder if in 60 or 100 years the occupation is gone, how I will redefine my struggles and my identities." Clearly he is ashamed of his Arab culture so he blames the Jews for Arab behavior.
Man shot dead in northern Israel town of Bi'ina, police say the murder was gang related (Haaretz)
from the article: 'Stop using Palestinian gays to whitewash Israel's image'