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Always on the side of the egg
By Haruki Murakami
Tags: Israel News, Haruki Murakami

I have come to Jerusalem today as a novelist, which is to say as a professional spinner of lies.

Of course, novelists are not the only ones who tell lies. Politicians do it, too, as we all know. Diplomats and military men tell their own kinds of lies on occasion, as do used car salesmen, butchers and builders. The lies of novelists differ from others, however, in that no one criticizes the novelist as immoral for telling them. Indeed, the bigger and better his lies and the more ingeniously he creates them, the more he is likely to be praised by the public and the critics. Why should that be?

My answer would be this: Namely, that by telling skillful lies - which is to say, by making up fictions that appear to be true - the novelist can bring a truth out to a new location and shine a new light on it. In most cases, it is virtually impossible to grasp a truth in its original form and depict it accurately. This is why we try to grab its tail by luring the truth from its hiding place, transferring it to a fictional location, and replacing it with a fictional form. In order to accomplish this, however, we first have to clarify where the truth lies within us. This is an important qualification for making up good lies.
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Today, however, I have no intention of lying. I will try to be as honest as I can. There are a few days in the year when I do not engage in telling lies, and today happens to be one of them.

So let me tell you the truth. A fair number of people advised me not to come here to accept the Jerusalem Prize. Some even warned me they would instigate a boycott of my books if I came.

The reason for this, of course, was the fierce battle that was raging in Gaza. The UN reported that more than a thousand people had lost their lives in the blockaded Gaza City, many of them unarmed citizens - children and old people.

Any number of times after receiving notice of the award, I asked myself whether traveling to Israel at a time like this and accepting a literary prize was the proper thing to do, whether this would create the impression that I supported one side in the conflict, that I endorsed the policies of a nation that chose to unleash its overwhelming military power. This is an impression, of course, that I would not wish to give. I do not approve of any war, and I do not support any nation. Neither, of course, do I wish to see my books subjected to a boycott.

Finally, however, after careful consideration, I made up my mind to come here. One reason for my decision was that all too many people advised me not to do it. Perhaps, like many other novelists, I tend to do the exact opposite of what I am told. If people are telling me - and especially if they are warning me - "don't go there," "don't do that," I tend to want to "go there" and "do that." It's in my nature, you might say, as a novelist. Novelists are a special breed. They cannot genuinely trust anything they have not seen with their own eyes or touched with their own hands.

And that is why I am here. I chose to come here rather than stay away. I chose to see for myself rather than not to see. I chose to speak to you rather than to say nothing.

This is not to say that I am here to deliver a political message. To make judgments about right and wrong is one of the novelist's most important duties, of course.

It is left to each writer, however, to decide upon the form in which he or she will convey those judgments to others. I myself prefer to transform them into stories - stories that tend toward the surreal. Which is why I do not intend to stand before you today delivering a direct political message.

Please do, however, allow me to deliver one very personal message. It is something that I always keep in mind while I am writing fiction. I have never gone so far as to write it on a piece of paper and paste it to the wall: Rather, it is carved into the wall of my mind, and it goes something like this:

"Between a high, solid wall and an egg that breaks against it, I will always stand on the side of the egg."

Yes, no matter how right the wall may be and how wrong the egg, I will stand with the egg. Someone else will have to decide what is right and what is wrong; perhaps time or history will decide. If there were a novelist who, for whatever reason, wrote works standing with the wall, of what value would such works be?

What is the meaning of this metaphor? In some cases, it is all too simple and clear. Bombers and tanks and rockets and white phosphorus shells are that high, solid wall. The eggs are the unarmed civilians who are crushed and burned and shot by them. This is one meaning of the metaphor.

This is not all, though. It carries a deeper meaning. Think of it this way. Each of us is, more or less, an egg. Each of us is a unique, irreplaceable soul enclosed in a fragile shell. This is true of me, and it is true of each of you. And each of us, to a greater or lesser degree, is confronting a high, solid wall. The wall has a name: It is The System. The System is supposed to protect us, but sometimes it takes on a life of its own, and then it begins to kill us and cause us to kill others - coldly, efficiently, systematically.

I have only one reason to write novels, and that is to bring the dignity of the individual soul to the surface and shine a light upon it. The purpose of a story is to sound an alarm, to keep a light trained on The System in order to prevent it from tangling our souls in its web and demeaning them. I fully believe it is the novelist's job to keep trying to clarify the uniqueness of each individual soul by writing stories - stories of life and death, stories of love, stories that make people cry and quake with fear and shake with laughter. This is why we go on, day after day, concocting fictions with utter seriousness.

My father died last year at the age of 90. He was a retired teacher and a part-time Buddhist priest. When he was in graduate school, he was drafted into the army and sent to fight in China. As a child born after the war, I used to see him every morning before breakfast offering up long, deeply-felt prayers at the Buddhist altar in our house. One time I asked him why he did this, and he told me he was praying for the people who had died in the war.

He was praying for all the people who died, he said, both ally and enemy alike. Staring at his back as he knelt at the altar, I seemed to feel the shadow of death hovering around him.

My father died, and with him he took his memories, memories that I can never know. But the presence of death that lurked about him remains in my own memory. It is one of the few things I carry on from him, and one of the most important.

I have only one thing I hope to convey to you today. We are all human beings, individuals transcending nationality and race and religion, fragile eggs faced with a solid wall called The System. To all appearances, we have no hope of winning. The wall is too high, too strong - and too cold. If we have any hope of victory at all, it will have to come from our believing in the utter uniqueness and irreplaceability of our own and others' souls and from the warmth we gain by joining souls together.

Take a moment to think about this. Each of us possesses a tangible, living soul. The System has no such thing. We must not allow The System to exploit us. We must not allow The System to take on a life of its own. The System did not make us: We made The System.

That is all I have to say to you.

I am grateful to have been awarded the Jerusalem Prize. I am grateful that my books are being read by people in many parts of the world. And I am glad to have had the opportunity to speak to you here today.
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  1.   To Mr. Murakami: a few words of reply from an egg 04:57  |  A Philosopher 18/02/09
  2.   The System and the Eggs 05:02  |  Richard 18/02/09
  3.   The System - Can`t live with it. Can`t live without it. 05:25  |  Chaver Steve 18/02/09
  4.   thank you 09:50  |  B 18/02/09
  5.   #1: Thank you 09:53  |  5th generation 18/02/09
  6.   Murakami 10:09  |  Ruth Brandt 18/02/09
  7.   Like Quixote tilting at windmills 10:54  |  Fed Up 18/02/09
  8.   wall & eggs 11:05  |  JR 18/02/09
  9.   re #5 11:35  |  B 18/02/09
  10.   im with #7 12:34  |  MMS 18/02/09
  11.   Egg is Israel and Islam the wall 14:34  |  Gefeng 18/02/09
  12.   Always Invertible 17:11  |  zen 18/02/09
  13.   sorry, that was just "the wall" talking 17:46  |  david 18/02/09
  14.   Wall and Egg 18:06  |  Richard 18/02/09
  15.   #10 has it backwards 18:51  |  Richard 18/02/09
  16.   #11, #10 21:53  |  B 18/02/09
  17.   Murakami words of acceptance 03:14  |  Bryna Weiss 19/02/09
  18.   Lamest rationalization I`ve ever heard 11:42  |  Colin Wright 19/02/09
  19.   MR. Murakami, the egg will win 12:04  |  Cipora Julianna Kohn 19/02/09
  20.   #1, Philosopher 12:15  |  Cipora Julianna Kohn 19/02/09
  21.   to A Philosopher #1 12:18  |  zeev 19/02/09
  22.   Israel is not as complicated 12:46  |  Fuji 19/02/09
  23.   lifes an egg and then you fry 13:47  |  danny 19/02/09
  24.   I am so sorry 14:10  |  Japanese 19/02/09
  25.   Eggs and walls - the core problem of this conflict 14:23  |  Darian Brookes 19/02/09
  26.   Fuji #22 isn`t that bright 16:10  |  Gee 19/02/09
  27.   Fuji from Japan-Wrong! 16:17  |  utagawa 19/02/09
  28.   Too many people missing the point 16:18  |  AT 19/02/09
  29.   Mr. Murakami misses the wall 16:52  |  peter 19/02/09
  30.   No "AT" most Israelis did get the point 17:00  |  Proud Israeli 19/02/09
  31.   on methaphors.... 17:01  |  thinker 19/02/09
  32.   WE ARE ALL EGGS 17:04  |  AbuJustice 19/02/09
  33.   #28 AT it al;ways disturbs me when someone like you comments on Z 17:23  |  Big Sur 19/02/09
  34.   Haaretz wake up 2nd try 17:26  |  ig Sur 19/02/09
  35.   What a change! 17:28  |  leucippe 19/02/09
  36.   What about the wall of Arab refusal to accept Israel? 18:26  |  McQueen 19/02/09
  37.   Murakami is a scrambled egg; his ideas make no sense 18:28  |  McQueen 19/02/09
  38.   "to unleash overwhelming military power" may saves civilian lives 19:02  |  DJStahl 19/02/09
  39.   Re #22 Dependent territories, & should Okinawa be part of Japan? 19:30  |  DJStahl 19/02/09
  40.   hi one and two and 3 19:37  |  Big Sur 19/02/09
  41.   Cipora, Hamlet Doesn`t Kill His Dad, Reread your shakespeare 19:42  |  Eli 19/02/09
  42.   THE EGG IS HAMASY DUMPTY!!! 19:48  |  Ian 19/02/09
  43.   #34, Eli 21:00  |  Cipora Julianna Kohn 19/02/09
  44.   Haruki, Forget the High Brow BS and Read the Hamas Charter 21:47  |  Tod Zuckerman 19/02/09
  45.   egg and wall at the same time 22:01  |  Jezabel Cohen 19/02/09
  46.   1st response to `philosopher` 22:44  |  Richard Rothschild 19/02/09
  47.   2nd response to `philosopher` 22:54  |  Richard Rothschild 19/02/09
  48.   Eloquent evasion 23:51  |  Truth 19/02/09
  49.   Mr M, is the Hamas wall so invisible to you? 23:59  |  Tzvi 19/02/09
  50.   Souffle: Egg white puffed up with a lot of hot air 01:20  |  Peter Williams 20/02/09
  51.   MR MURAKAMI congratulations on not succumbing to blackmail 01:26  |  PETER SM 20/02/09
  52.   #19 Cipora Julianna Kohn 02:09  |  Mark B. 20/02/09
  53.   Boycott 02:45  |  Lee Kaplan 20/02/09
  54.   Your speech in Israel 03:04  |  Steve 20/02/09
  55.   Your speech in Israel 03:12  |  steve pack 20/02/09
  56.   LEE KAPLAN Your "cultural boycott" does not extend to Haaretz. !! 04:22  |  PETER SM 20/02/09
  57.   LEE KAPLAN Your "cultural boycott" does not extend to Haaretz. !! 04:22  |  PETER SM 20/02/09
  58.   Crocodile tears and total national denial of Japan 05:51  |  Gabriel L. Garay 20/02/09
  59.   As somebody who knows somebody who knows Murakame personally 06:31  |  Ron 20/02/09
  60.   To # 28 AT 09:54  |  Steve the Pals. 20/02/09
  61.   Murikami accepts award from the System 19:50  |  FOX 20/02/09
  62.   #61 00:35  |  anon 21/02/09
  63.   Big Sur # 40 all Israeli aid to others is paid for by America 04:43  |  American in NY 22/02/09
  64.   To: Richard Rothschild, a response 07:48  |  A Philosopher 24/02/09
  65.   Who is the egg? 17:20  |  YM 24/02/09
  66.   To Gabriel 00:54  |  OVA 02/03/09
  67.   haruki murakami is overrated 12:55  |  mandy 31/03/09
  68.   After mulling this over 17:10  |  Another Japanese 22/04/09
  69.   only a wall for israel 05:33  |  danny L 14/05/09
  70.   Jewish 00:42  |  Injectchen 20/05/09
  71.   We are human we are of one race although we often disagree 09:15  |  Phoebe 30/12/09
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